Poem #1

Sometimes my head feels soooo empty
Sometimes my brain is like concrete

Life on the waiting tracks
Longing to get on a path

Any path is fine
That is seamed with words of beauty,
resting my head on his neck
and something in my belly.


Sunday Surf

Fuerteventura Feb ’11

I hope you’re having a wonderful weekend! Yesterday the Berlin weather was kind of icky, so we stayed mostly in, relaxed on the couch, read a lot of newspaper and books and had a Western movie night with “3.10 to Yuma” (which was kinda cheesy but still good entertainment and beautifully shot).

Today there’s some boring chores to do, but I hope we have enough time to take a stroll in the perfect September sunshine. And I’m really excited to see some good old Arizona friends tonight!

Good Morning Yoga Routine – I just did it! It only takes a couple minutes and you feel ready for anything afterwards.

If you’re in Berlin you really should go see the Pergamon Panorama of Yadegar Asisi at the Pergamon Museum. It’s absolutely breathtaking! (extended until Oct. 14th) Perfect for a day like today – strolling in Berlins touristy area, looking at the Panorama and having one of the world’s best icecreams at Bandy Brooks afterwards.

I want this beautiful scarf soooo badly!


One of my favourite pastimes – yes, you procrastinate, but you learn! Math and stuff!

An old, but great article about the US-Americans equating sex and violence from one of my favourite bloggers.

Sing it, Betty!

So true in my case…

And last but not least: Tonight I’m seeing Calexico for the umpteenth time – what a great ending for a relaxed weekend!

Things That Look Like Faces

This little fella is really surprised about being photographed – but would like to say “Hi y’all” nonetheless.

Thoughts on: Marisha Pessl – Special Topics in Calamity Physics

I don’t know, I don’t knoooow… A few days ago I finished reading Marisha Pessl’s “Special Topics in Calamity Physics” and I still haven’t made up my mind about it. I should rather rate it in parts than overall, because let me tell ya, this book is marketed in quite a misleading way. “A page-turning murder mystery…” (according to the Guardian blurb)? Yeah, maybe the last 200 (of 660) pages.

When I started it, I was absolutely thrilled to have come across a book again that doesn’t underestimate its readers and doesn’t explain its own developing plot. You know what I mean? When authors work with hints and allusions, just to have a character vocalize them two sentences later so that every reader gets it? I loved the feeling of looming darkness behind everything that happened in the interactions of Blue, the “Bluebloods” and their teacher Hannah, as if Fortune just lingers behind bushes or walls, waiting to strike mercilessly.
Also, I loved the portrayal of a young, very well-read girl who is intelligent as well, meaning that she is able to use all of her knowledge intuitively. Not only that, Blue also has a very deliberate way of expressing her thoughts. This is thanks to her father Gareth, whose arrogant and know-it-all character I disliked in the beginning but came to appreciate later. (I have the habit of writing down parts of a text that seem important or speak to me in some way, and not without reason where most of them reflections of Gareth.)

Nonetheless, after 250 pages of not-much-happening, I grew tired of the constant literary references to mostly non-existent books and of even more of Pessl’s excessively convoluted metaphors. I understand that Blue has a unique way of thinking – you could say a literature/movie plot-reality-synesthesia – but the incessant elaborate analogies just started to get annoying and detracted from becoming engrossed in Blue’s story. Examples?
“When it came down to the nitty-gritty, I knew I’d probably flee without warning, like Hannibal’s elephants during the battle of Zama in 202 B.C.” (p. 165)
“Jade was nevertheless one of those people whose personality proved to be the bane of modern mathematicians. She was neither flat nor a solid shape. She showed no symmetry at all. Trigonometry, Calculus and Statistics all proved useless. Her Pie Chart was a muddle of arbitrary wedges, her Line Graph, the silhouette of the Alps. And just when one listed her under Chaos Theory – Butterfly Effects, Weather Predictions, Fractals, Bifurcation diagrams and whatnot – she showed up as an equilateral triangle, sometimes even a square.” (p. 279)
There’s many more, but I don’t want this to get too long. You get the impression – Blue is so smart, in extension Pessl is soooo smart. In the middle part her writing style made me think that the whole book is just a constant self-backslapping of Pessl who wants to show us how brainy she is. (But if she knows so much, why did she refer to Homer as from the Hellenistic Period twice? Is that just a glaring mistake or does this have any meaning that I didn’t catch up on?)

But oh did she win me back with the last part – now the murder mistery finally begins, and it’s so exciting, egregious, cleverly thought out and feels so real that I completely forgot how the middle part bugged me out. It wish the plot of the last 200 pages would have been spread out more – although you could argue that it is, with the focus on Hannah and her mysterious lifestyle. I don’t want to reflect much on the ending because I still want to process much of it for myself, but I’ll definitely will write about it again.

All in all, even if I have my issues with the plot and even more with Pessl’s writing style, “Special Topics in Calamity Physics” is an extraordinary read that I will further contemplate on and definitely won’t forget.

Let them eat cake

Sunday dinner was a little… unconventional. Sometimes you just need to follow Marie Antoinettes infamous order (that she never gave).

My September ’12 Reading List

Obviously, except from Marisha Pessl, I’m deeply in an upper-class-society-with-a-female-perspective-novel-from-the-nineteenth-century phase:

From left to right:

Theodor Fontane – L’ adulterà (German)

Jane Austen – Sense and Sensibility (German translation: Verstand und Gefühl)

Marisha Pessl – Special Topics in Calamity Physics

Jane Austen – Emma

Theodor Fontane – Mathilde Möhring (German)

Basically my main summer activity

Biking to one of our many beautiful Berlin parks and reading for hours in the sun.

Oh, and also:

Being glad while biking around Berlin about how amazing this city is.